tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79632848816163292992012-02-17T10:42:37.906+08:00"...of a hidden soul...reAcHinG fOR tHe LOVE tHat sEems so fAr..." "....indah bukan rupa...harum bukan bunga...manis bukan gula...panas bukannya bara...gelap bukan malam..terang bukan siang..SATU tak terbilang...hanyut tak terenang...waktu tak terasa...rindu tak terkata..."ila azzahiyahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10647245661189174918noreply@blogger.comBlogger1501100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7963284881616329299.post-65458559810903228212012-01-15T19:02:00.002+08:002012-01-15T19:27:06.427+08:00

Sudah masuk 22 Safar...terfikir untuk buat countdown dan memupuk excitement menantikan satu tarikh.Syukur alhamdulillah petang ini aku jumpa satu jalan selamat. Escapism dari belenggu hebat yang buat jiwa serabut. Musim-musim exam begini, janganlah dibiarkan walau sesaat hati ni meliar..sangatlah buruk padahnya.Terjadi sesuatu dalam tempoh yg singkat. Pandangan kasar kata biasa-biasa saja....tp

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Lelaki berpakaian serba putih. Tuxedo mungkin…jelas wajahnya girang. Terujanya dia berkongsi gembira, bahawa hari itu adalah hari bahagianya. Entah gimik apa yang dilakukan, lelaki itu disuruh mencari ‘pengantinnya’ dari kalangan wanita yang kesemuanya berhijab. Satu demi satu wajah di sebalik selubung hitam dinafikan. Akhirnya dia menuju kearah yang serba putih. Ini ‘pengantin’nya….dan semua

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Walking like I am nobodyHati yang tidak sebesar mana...mudah sesak bila diasak...Memikirkan senyuman yg terukir dalam diam...akhirnya buat air mata menitis lagi...Bukankah syari'ah itu sudah berkali-kali disua sebagai penasihat yang paling memahami?"Tiada ketaatan dalam perkara yang menderhakai TUHAN:ALLAH"dalam tak sedar, kadang-kadang tindakan kita seolah-olah meraikan budaya yang

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Surat ini kutujukan untuk diriku sendiri serta sahabat-sahabat tercintaku yang insyaAllah tetap mencintai Allah dan RasulNya di atas segalanya, kerana hanya cinta itu yang dapat mengalahkan segalanya, cinta hakiki yang membuat manusia melihat segalanya dari sudut pandangan yang berbeza, lebih bermakna dan indah.Surat ini kutujukan untuk hatiku dan hati sahabat-sahabat tercintaku yang kerap kali

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Aku mahu kamu dengar..supaya kamu tahu apa yang terjadi. Mungkin kamu presume ini tak baik untuk aku tapi dengarlah dulu.Kamu pun selalu excited bercerita tentang 'orang itu' dan 'orang ini' dengan aku kan? Aku mahu berkongsi..sebab aku mahu dengar pendapat dan nasihat. Tapi keadaan selalu tak favorable untuk aku buka mulut. Bila cuba-cuba sebut, kamu terus alih topik. Ok, agak terasa..mungkin

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Sekali-sekala, perlu juga diingat-ingatkan tentang ini.. :)

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Sedikit tertampar dengan kata-kata ini...dari Imam Al-Ghazali,"Besarnya kesedihan seseorang itu bergantung kepada berapa besarnya keinginannya pada sesuatu"*iaitu keinginan tentang Al-Wahn=cinta dunia dan takut mati*Kita sedang melalui putaran dan kitaran yang sama dengan apa yang pernah dilalui insan2 yang terdahulu. Sedih, suka, gembira dan kecewa...rasa-rasa yang sebegini sudah terlalu akrab

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kalau semuanya diluahkan...apa lagi yang tinggal untuk dipendam...dan manusia, bukan setiap masa boleh menjadi pendengar yang baik..bukan setiap masa mampu memahami setiap butir bicara yg disampaikan..bukan setiap masa mampu menepis prasangka dan kesimpulan-kesimpulan yang lebih bersifat menghukum.Kalau semuanya mahu dikongsi bersama manusia, apa lagi yang tinggal untuk dijadikan inti perbualan

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Allah...semput aku membaca...tp insyaAllah,semua penyakit ada penawarnya...moga semuanya baik2 saja...untuk kawan yg seorang ini...*pejam mata rapat2...tarik nafas...lepas..*

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Moga hati2 kita tertaut selamanya...RIANG RIA SEMESTER SATU =)pertama kali makan bersama =)ladies nite...i-city =)SEMESTER BARU =)awal semester..kunjungan raya ke rumah comelku =)bersama dua kawan baru, Nuradila dan Amiruddinjamuan raya FSPUsehari di DATC..."embracing islamic lifestyle" and "Meriam"sepetang di tepian tasik..raya potluck bersama PA, Dr. Aini Jaafar*husna*maziah*syazana*ashrafi*ain

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Rasa nak mengabadikan gambar pemberian makcik husna nih..doesn't apply...takdelah 'endless' & 'awkward' sgt pun...=Pbut I'm glad for having friendS like you, her, him and them =)it's 'US' :)

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Aku semakin malu sendiri dengan apa yang pernah terlintas di hati SEDIKIT waktu yang dulu..walau waktunya singkat dan tiada siapa yang tahu.Antara fitrah dan fitnah, aku perlu luruskan ke arah yang sepatutnya.Aku bukan kanak-kanak lagi. Bukan sekadar ucapan dan perbuatan zahir yang akan dicatit dan dihisab, tapi juga setiap yang tergambar, terlintas dan terbayang di ruang hati dan fikiran. Tapi

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Nak copy paste jap..dari facebook:bila sibuk menilai pandangan orang, terlupa kiri kanan..terlupa bagaimana pandangan yang tak berhijab itu memandang..lupa memandang diri sendiri...jadi ini pintunya kelemahan dimanipulasikan.Malam ini menulis blog mcm tanpa hala tuju. Rasa macam mahu berdekah-dekah ketawakan diri sendiri. Ada ke patut dilanda ke'confuse'an yg sungguh durjana itu? kih..kih..kih..

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Aku cuba memandang sedih dan kecewa sebagai teguran berharga...kadang2 bila terlalu gembira kita terlupa untuk berhati-hati. Dijentik dengan secubit duka, barulah langkah sedikit terundur ke belakang. Oh, mungkin jalan yang di depan sana bukan untuk aku lalui.Mungkin ada yang mahu membalikkan cermin..dan aku terima....Memang perlu untuk terus membelek kelemahan dan kekurangan, lalu berusaha

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Lama mencari bacaan Qasidah Muhammadiyah dgn melodi yang ini...ini nostalgia di musolla dan tapak perhimpunan KISAS dulu bila ada pelajar yang menuntut di Baitul Qura' menurunkan ilmu kepada kami yang lain dan memimpin bacaan qasidah ini...kalau tak silap setiap pagi sepanjang Rabi'ul Awwal, bulan kelahiran kekasih umat akhir zaman Muhammad Sallallahu 'alaihi wasallam =)http://www.youtube.com/

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Salam..salam...salam SyawalSelamat bersemester baru...Selamat bersemangat dan beresolusi baru.Allahu akbar...permulaan sem ini sudah nampak perlunya tingkatkan kekuatan..masalah kediaman, pertukaran kelas dan perubahan suasana dalam kelas...insyaAllah, mudah-mudahan kami semua terus kuat dan tabah. Mungkin sudah sampai masa untuk keluar dari zon selesa. Terima kasih, mudah-mudahan ujian ini

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*bukan karya saya*If the beloved were among usThose from far and near will come to himHoping to see the sun of goodness before it setsDesiring..to be near himIn his companythe soul feels greatIf he prays, Allah will surely answerThe light of Taha will not cease to existOh YOU who answers the prayersplease fulfill our hope to meet himI am willing to sacrifice my life for youoh belovedMuhammad,

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Salam Ramadhan =)Hari ni 'ter'menjadi saksi sesuatu di alam maya..Aku baca berulang kali sebab rasanya macam dalam novel. Pertanyaan yg sgt indah rasanya, untuk seorang yg benar2 layak.Aku kenal dia...entah kenapa sampai sekarang selalu cari blog itu bila ada rasa nggak enak di mana2...penulisnya dulu seniorku..sempat berkenalan, berbalas emel, berkongsi karya...dan yg paling terkesan,

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Cuti empat bulan ni kurang beraktiviti, kurang bersosial...in fact mmg hampir langsung tiada pergaulan dgn selain family kecuali di alam maya. Boring2 pun perlu redha, seronok jugak la duduk rumah blaja jd housewife dan babysitting at the same time.As if there's no other adjectives yg ada dlm otak, sadly I often use pathetic to describe myself..it's kinda struggling jugaklah jadinye bila nak

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....i don't believe in what the werewolf clan is obsessed with...just a twilight thing =)Kadang2 tak tahu dari mana datang keberanian untuk melakar perancangan yg jauh-jauh. Ralit mencongak masa dan hari..mengukur kemampuan untuk berdepan dgn kekangan2nya. Selalu terlupa untuk berpegang pada pengalaman. Apa yg kita cuba aturkan boleh jadi tak serupa dgn apa yg DIA rancang untuk kita. Bahayanya

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"SYURGA itu rindu kpd 4 golongan 1...mereka yg mmbaca alquran2...mereka yg menjaga mulutnya3...mereka yg beri makan kepada orang berpuasa4...mereka yg brpuasa"-(mafhum hadith)-jom bersama2 meriahkan Rejab dan Syaaban dengan puasa2 sunat...semoga kita smua berada dbwh payung rahmatNYA dan lebih bersdia untuk melangkah ke bulan Ramadhan =)*lain yang nak ditulis sebenarnya tapi lain yang tertulis...

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Berakhirnya debaran 17 Jun..be it whatever grade, UiTM dihatiku...=)Perjuangan semester pertama sudah tamat...Alhamdulillah, I'm certain that most of the targets have been reached. (bukan semata-mata result exam)Ada jugaklah kecewanya, bila subjek 4 credit hour mencacatkan result...terus kempunan nak dpt DL...hurmm...(nmpaknye xdpt naik pentas amik anugerah dekan ngan husna...tp sy tetap nak pegi

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Penghargaan untuk sesiapa sahaja yang menghargai. Terima kasih untuk yang memahami, juga yang berlaku adil, yang tidak merendahkan, yang meletakkan nilai di tempat yang sepatutnya.Khabar itu sudah lama bertiup, tapi tidak menggoncang...angin yang membawanya bersifat lembut dan tiupannya malu2...untuk itu KITA semua perlu bersyukur, semuanya masih dalam keadaan tenang =)Itu sahaja, tiada apa2

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Pernah dulu, seorang wanita yg selalu dipuji kerana lemah-lembutnya..tiba2 melengking suaranya pada aku yang sedang marah...katanya,"Buat malu orang pakai tudung labuh je!"Menyirap darah aku mendengar...memang waktu tu aku pelajar sekolah agama yang diwajibkan bertudung labuh...dan memang aku dari kecik pun agak 'panas2' orangnye...ok, fine...I took it as a lesson...walaupun sgt tak puas hati

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Akhir2 ini selalu terusik rindu pada dia yang nun jauh di sana.(haa...sape2?)Tempoh dua tahun di tempat itu aku lalui dgn cara sendiri. Agak sunyi dan boleh dikatakan 'dia' orang yg paling dekat dgn aku. Tak kisah walaupun dia selalu sibuk, maklumlah...aktif orangnye.gambar ni tak susah nk dapat d internet, tp 1st time aku tngok gmba ni ialah di atas bookmark yg kau hadiahkan utk aku =)"Erm, tak

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Penghujung Mei ni, makudnya sudah setahun sejak 'yang itu' terjadi. Boleh dikatakan, seumur hidup yg baru nak masuk 21 tahun ni, itulah dugaan yg paling berat untuk ditanggung. Itulah ceritanya yg dulu buat aku rasa sesaknye nak bernafas. Hebat rupanya penangan kisah itu...hihi..tak dinafikan dulu aku sangat lembik!Oh, sudah2...bukan bertujuan untuk mengenang dan bersedih2 kembali. (tapi

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Click to enlarge~dan lihat profile pic kami~~~Kalam Sutera dan Ct Ramlah itu~~ kdg2 terlupa yg mereka senior yg dah nak masuk part 5...bila sudah mula borak sume senget, condong dan bengkang-bengkok!hahahaha

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عَنْ النَّوَّاسِ بنِ سَمْعَانَ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ، عَنِ النَّبِيِّ صَلَّى الله عليه وسلم قَالَ : الْبِرُّ حُسْنُ الْخُلُقِ وَاْلإِثْمُ مَا حَاكَ فِي نَفْسِكَ وَكَرِهْتَ أَنْ يَطَّلِعَ عَلَيْهِ النَّاسُ (رَوَاهُ مُسْلِم) .وَعَنْ وَابِصَةَ بْنِ مَعْبَد رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ : أَتَيْتُ رَسُوْلَ اللهِ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ فَقَالَ : جِئْتَ تَسْألُ عَنِ الْبِرِّ قُلْتُ : نَعَمْ، قَالَ :

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S2-O1-05Even though I'm not in the mood of writing...let's smile together with bright faces in these pics =)This is EMAS kot, Estate Management Society (sbb ada Encik Shazrin): International OPKIM?? eh, xsure..rsenyelaHiiii...'kambing gurun' melompat dlm hujan...kesian~~~QS society, PERUBAHAN: Motivation Talk & Forum Perdana/Al-KuliyyahSecretariat Team C: Survival MelayuSecretariat Team A: Skuad

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Dari Abi Hurairah, Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang mafhumnya: "Janganlah kamu banyak ketawa kerana sesungguhnya banyak ketawa itu mematikan hati.” (Hadis riwayat Al-Imam At-Tirmidzi)Jangan berlebihan dalam bergurau senda sehingga menyebabkan ada orang terasa dirinya diaibkan atau dijadikan misalan sehingga memalukan dirinya. Sebaliknya, gurau senda dijadikan salah satu cara menghiburkan hati yang

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BUKIT GAMBANG RESORT CITY...it's only a day after our last final exam paper. Seronoklah bila dibawak berjalan free of charge! First day of our team building program. Student High Impact Project...bersama team Sekretariat FSPU dan student societies within the faculty. One of the best part is, I mean for now....wifi dalam bilik laju macam kat rumah! yeay!the girls are my classmates, dan jejaka2 itu

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Bila mereka bertanya itu dan ini Hakikatnya aku sendiri pun tertanya-tanya * Aku pernah katakan, aku perlu tahu dan kenal dengan kemampuan diri untuk jatuh dan bangun sendiri Aku pernah katakan, aku tak mahu memberi sesuatu melainkan yakin pemberian itu dalam keadaan yang baik dan bermanfaat untuk aku dan orang yang menerima* Mungkin dari pandangan kasar, semuanya bagi kita selalu indah dan

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I miss thIS place...rindu suasananya...rindu budayanya....dan sedihnya aku tak mampu kekalkan keistimewaan2 yg aku dapat dari situ...Hurmmm....Hurmmmm...Hurmmmmm...

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sekian, itu sahaja...terima kasih =(

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mari berlawak dan berjenaka sebentar.....Alkisah di satu malam....sekumpulan gadis2 comel (hehe) sedang berkumpul dan belajar bersama-sama sempena musim final exam. Gadis2 itu mengirim pesanan pada seorang kawan bernama S yg sedang dalam perjalanan untuk menyertai mereka. Pesanan berbunyi (lebih kurang la)"nanti before naik atas, tlg belikan air 100+ dua botol besar ye...kalau xde botol besar

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My hectic weekdays is officially over. Done with all the MPG things (penat dah mcm ape ntah..but the event ran on very smoothly and I bet all the final semester s2dents are satisfied and happy with the dinner). Alhamdulillah...timing pun very well rehearsed. Tepat 11 mlm sudah tamat semuanya..betul2 tally dgn tentative. Tabik spring kt Abg Shahrir, Adib and all the committee members. Hari

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Will be heading to Shah Alam tonightInsyaAllah, selepas seminggu berperang dgn perasaan yg bukan2, malam ni nak bukak new pages.*ehem...ada target for this sem yg belum dicapai...remember???last week macam so horrible je....the worst i've ever been through in uitm so farand certainly i was so distracted by negative emotionsSangat perlu untuk lebih 'gagah'sebab final exam makin hampir,ada kerja yg

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owh...terasa lebih pulak....orang lain yang di'serang'orang lain pulak yg terasa....eh2...now i know,bukan saya yg dimaksudkan....hehhhe...syukur.....*thanks to both of u....encik and cik.:)

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Nothing special, cuma motivasi untuk diri sendiri dan sesiapa yang sudi membaca..:-) Kerana saya manusia biasa, penerimaan terhadap semua itu selalu berubah-ubah. Kadang-kala hati kuat meredhai dan meyakini akan ada takdir yang lebih baik di depan nanti…dan di waktu-waktu sebeginilah dapat merasakan betapa indahnya ujian yang Allah berikan. Tapi ada masanya tertipu juga dengan ‘ajakan’ dan ‘

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sebenarnya.....xde apa yg spesifik untuk diceritakan...have no idea what to write about...tp tangan terasa gatal juga nak jenguk2 journal and eventually i start writing..:)Ok lah, since yesterday is something I really don't want to forget, marilah bercerita tentang semalam..:)Semalam outing seawal 7 pg bersama Husna, Kak Yah, Syazana dan Fiffy..saja2 nak mengisi masa memandangkan kelas ganti nak

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Banyak kali terfikir, kalau dulu Allah makbulkan doa untuk berada di sana, apa agaknya senjata yg paling ampuh digunakan kini. Mungkinkah akan sekuat yang lain atau masih lagi 'aku tetap aku, begitulah sentiasa'Sedar.....betapa 'terhegeh-hegeh'nya selama ni usaha untuk memaknakan kehidupan. Kononnya kerana rendah diri, sedap aje menyepi dan 'menyorok' diam2. Tapi hakikatnya, semua tu macam satu

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Learning is a continuous process....it's a life long journey...Sometimes we accelerate faster than the momentum of age..but how should I know if I'm a bit slower?Kita semakin dewasa, jd perlu lebih matang menerima apa sahaja hidangan dlm kehidupan.Tapi cmne ek nk tau tahap kematangan ni relevant dgn umur atau tak?Stick your thought to this, to please everyone is not an ordinary human capability.

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Today is 26th of January, which is a bit late for me to bid farewell to 2010 and write anything about the New Year. However this new year is somewhat the most memorable to me. Know what? I did the countdown together with all the new faces I just know for a week, and it was in a place that I’ve been missing so much throughout 2009 and 2010. Few of my old friends, including this one girl asked, “

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بسم الله الزحمن الحيمMasih lagi terkial-kial buat latihan Prices...dua kali ulang jawab 3 soalan yg sama. Kali pertama jwb dlm kelas, tgn kanan menulis & tekan kalkulator sambil tgn kiri menyelak2 nota En Ahamad. We were like, "ok, nak include cost ape lg?" Biasala tu kot...struggling to get familiar with all the terms, labour constant etc. Kali kedua cuba lg skali dlm bilik. Alhamdulillah kali

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Wanna come out with a new post. I want to write from my beloved 'Hotel' Mawar or at least the QS Department at FSPU. Tapi oleh kerana wifi coverage yg sakit2 di Mawar n tak pernah lg bawa laptop ke fac, maka bnyklah cerita yg terpendam. Kononnya mahu disimpan dan dikeluarkan waktu di rumah nanti tp bila sampai rumah, hbs hilang sume cerita. oH, akan diusahakan nanti, mahu menulis dlm mood yg

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Tak tahu apa perasaan hari ni...Alhamdulillah, tidak lagi dihurung sebak menyaksikan kelangsungan sesuatu yg dulu pernah buat sy sukar utk berhenti menangis...tp hampanya rasa bila melihat ada yg terlajak sejauh itu...Ya Allah, betul ke itu org yg sama seperti dua tahun lepas? Tak tahu bagaimana untuk bereaksi, akhirnya terilham rasa syukur kerana diselamatkan dari situasi sebegitu. Syukur sgt,

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"Unrest of spirit is a mark of life One problem after another presents itselfand in solving them we can find our greatest pleasure." - Kal Menninger -I'm thinking of writing more than just this quote but currently not so available in the aspects of time and focus to properly develop any thoughts or ideas. Got two assignments to be submitted next week and still in such a hurry to stabilize many

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Hari pertama 3 hari yang lalu, banyak didiamkan dek pelbagai lintasan hati dan minda. Syukur Alhamdulillah, gembira dapat kembali. Tapi banyak diam tu sebab cuba tanamkan dalam hati untuk sedar bahawa keadaan tak akan sama macam 2 tahun lepas. Dulu mood freshie jelas terasa. Freshly graduated from school and I was not even 18 yet. Semuanya sangat mengujakan dua tahun lepas. Ingat lagi,

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*Lebih kepada monolog diri semata-mata..:-) Alam baru akan ditempuh dalam masa tak sampai seminggu lagi. Kadang tu rasa tak sabar dah...sebab memang selama ni sentiasa cari sesuatu yang menarik untuk diberi sepenuh perhatian dan kudrat padanya dengan harapan tak ada lagi pahit maung yang sudah berlalu kembali mengganggu fikiran. Seriously, sakit sangat bila rasa kekurangan dan tak percaya

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boring2...nak habiskan sisa cuti lg seminggu...novel, majalah, tv, buku, laptop, radio...macam2 cerita..macam2 lagu...ada yang makin dengar makin sedap...heee...=)ni dia, pinjam satu lirik lagu....Di tepi kerinduankumemandang hampa pada duniaKu hanya orang biasatak lepas dari rasa kecewaAngan yang membalut mimpidulu melukis nyanyian hatiKu hanya orang yang kalah satukan hati ku yang terbelahHanya

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Hari ni dihadiahkan satu kiriman....uish, ada 'semut2 hitam' berbaris panjang atas permukaannya....ohh, memang bait2 ni bunyinya ma'ruf jiddan...tapi ralit jugaklah membaca tadi....;-)ini sebahagian isinya:Biar kepahitan itu pergi, agar kemanisan mengisi Biarkan kekecewaan berlalu, agar kegembiraan mewarnai Biarkan kegelisahan lenyap, jangan kita hilang semangat Biar penderitaan itu menyapa,

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"the GREAT BLESSINGof mankind are wIthIN us...and within OUR rEAcH... but, we sHUt our EYES... and...like pEoPLe iN tHe dARk, we fall foul... upon the very thing we search for...wiThOUt fINdINg iT"happy searching everyone..=)

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I know I'm going for a good reason..enough for me to believe it.Excited+nervous....excited sbb mmg ini yg ditunggu..nervous, takut kalau nanti 'terr'buat tindakan yg mengecewakan diri sendiri....Tadi seronok berkongsi berita gembira ni dgn kawan lama..bukan main bahagia gelak2 tengok Rapunzel...hehe...borak2, terselit juga imbauan kisah2 'hot' dahulu kala...dan kalau yg 'hot2' tu...adalah

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When frustration sets in, sometimes we can never tell what is the real reason behind it.1) Sometimes people didn't realize what they were doing...but is it best to put your blame on someone else for making you upset, frustrated?Sometimes it's only your own actions, attitude and thoughts that can really pull you down...Previous stupid actions, silly mistakes had really done very well on degrading

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things that I wish to do/have..*this post is written out of a critical boredom*for now, i'm thinking of......ice skating...bowling...cycling around somewhere with minimum sunlight...tmpat yg banyak pokok..wooo...bestnye!...nak men kejar2, lari2, lompat2 kt tepi pantai dgn kawan or family ramai2......rock climbing (out of sudden)...or at least....jog kt tasik permaisuri dkt ngan umah ni pon

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I have stayed longwishing things to changeand I realized how hard it was to pull myself out of itBreathing in and outthere were whispers of hopesI just stayed there...hoping that I could be the oneto giveto acceptto smileto cryto confrontto comforthey, I thought I would want to sacrifice moreOr at least...just please...read me...I've had my own ways of being affectionate...I might had been

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Nothing much to say....just, I need a medium to express this because verbal conversation will be difficult when it comes to this matter...I am reminiscing those things again...was so surprised by the unexpected meeting yesterday, when almost everything melted into tears! hah! nanges lagi???tak ah...hampir2 je...control macho le...xmo nanges dpn individu itu. But there was a moment of yesterday,

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this kind of mood, which I am in now is really not suitable for making up a sentence, with sense, I mean...so many things happened...and I just felt HIS touch...terasa diperhatikan...obviously since June 2010...diuji dgn kehilangan, dan dlm mode kehilangan itu pula terpaksa berdepan dgn satu ketegangan n kekalutan yg buat sy rse mcm nak postpone kehilangan tu...dan kejadian2 lain yg sgt susah utk

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rse mcm berat nak percaya cerita2 camni...tapi buktinya terlalu obvious. Rupa2nya semua yang berlaku selama ni disebabkan 'itu'. Kesian kt ktorang sume...uhuk3...Dah lme sgt benda ni dibiarkan...dah parah..sampaikan mereka2 yang pakar dah 'sound' kami sbb slame ni buat xtau...(bukan buat xtau...mmg xtau pun slame ni)patutla banyak yg susah utk kami semua...rupa2nya...Allah haiiiii.....dah

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I BET THIS IS SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND...drowning in the air of dust as we said it's overwhen all the sayings were floating in memoriesin the same jar we watched the smiles of yesterdayyet the unforgivable hesitation of one's final wordthrough every moment of walking, playing, pausing together...uncertainty of yesterday's tomorrowwas the most unavoidable to considerand the decision was so final but

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Sri,doa tu senjata paling ampuh...sila asah senjata kamu setajam2nya...sila rendahkan hati dan mintalah dengan bersungguh2...walaupun Dia tahu apa yg kamu nak...tapi sila spesifikkan dgn lebih detail setiap kali kamu menadah tangan atau bersujud...ada masa lagi SEBULANsila fokus untuk impian yg satu ni...sila F.O.K.U.S...luruskan hati, luruskan niat...tetapkan matlamat di sebalik peluang yang

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November...ohh November....tolonglah cepat munculkan dirimu...Oit, sedar diri tak ni? November tu bulan final exam..da habis khatam sume buku ke duk ternanti2 bulan November dtg nih?Ahhaaa....sengeh2 mcm kerang busuk...sudah penat menunggu dan mengharap...bila la semuanya akan terjawab..dari ogos sampai ke september...akhirnya sepi tanpa berita....bila cuba dirisik, tetap juga sepi...tak nampak

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"Tuhan anugerahkan rasa untuk dihayati...tapi ramai yang cuma tau menikmati"Ermm...penat saya pejam mata lama2 fikir pasal ayat ni...haiyaa....kenapalah kamu suka bg ayat2 falsafah cmni ek? Hampir sebulan buat xtau dgn ayat ni, last2 ombak kt tepi pantai tu desak saya utk bertanya n mintak explanation...(ombak jugak yg salah).Ok, mari ulang sesi soal jawab itu...Ada berapa jenis rasa dlm dunia?~

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Duduk2 bersama laptop di foyer FST, berhadapan dgn construction site pusat tamhidi usim...nilah kegiatan favourite setiap kali ad gap between classes di kampus ni...makin hari, projek yg dulunya hanya rangka makin kurang 'tulang2' kelulinya yg kelihatan. Makin tinggi...dan 'kegilaan' saya untuk menatap kerja2 pembinaan ni mmg dr dulu xdapek nak nolong...rse macam nak panjat sme kt atas tu. (

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Seandainya dunia tiada warnaTetap kan kukagumiIndah maya alam ciptaanNyakudratNya kuagungiNamun jalin warna zahirlah sang pelangiMenyisih mendung menambat seriTerbias semua cahayaNyata ilham di alam mimpiBetapa kusyukuri nikmatNyaku pastiBegitu kias cintahadir menghuni jiwamenyatu sejuta rasakurnia penuh bermaknatika dalam gelitaatau sepi kembaradihadirkan rasa cinta sisih segala duka anugerah

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There are really thingSSs to be unattached from me..I'm becoming so massive these days thinking about all those things...thus feeling so unwillingly being sucked down into craziness.Hah! mau terkeluar semua bahasa paling kasar...Aduhai...raya2 ni, bkn ke sy da janji utk relax...baru sje mengadu risau pada seorang kawan tentang hilangnya 'jejak' yg satu tu...bila 'jejak' tu muncul balik, tbe2 je

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Sebelum mula ape2, senyum dulu comel2...=) =) =) =)haa..this is to reveal the happiness inside...seminggu sblum tarikh ni, saya dah mula angau duk m'bayangkan keseronokan yg bakal dialami pd 5 September tu...event yg sgt ditunggu...iftar jam'ie a.k.a reunion bersama pu3 page16 smakl...Ini lokasinyer...kt Ampang, sebelah Flamingo Hotel...wahhh...meriah!this is something like re-energizing the

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memang Tuhan Yang Satu tu sangat hebat sifatnye kan?memang all of HIS plans tu slalu tak mampu nak diteka kan? kan???Cara DIA menegur pun....subhanallah...halusnya...'terkena' lg saya hr ni...'terkena', 'terusik' dengan hanya beberapa ayat yang panjangnya 5-6 baris. malu! malu sendiri...hari ni, makin kuat tekad utk betul2 faham dengan apa yg terjadi..hari ni, makin faham...dan setakat yg

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boringla...igt lg dulu ad kawan pnh tnye.."sri, nape b4 lecturer dtg, ko suke duk luar kelas sorang2?"hurm...t'kezut time tu..xsangka habit yg satu tu diperhatikan...ntahla...I admit, mmg kdg2 tu sy cepat bosan dan serabut bila 'beramai-ramai'. xpandai bergaul??? maybe btul gak kot.jawapan yg sy bg wktu tu,"ntah...mybe I jz wanna be myself tanpa ad ap2 influence dr org lain"poyo gile bunyik kan?

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*REMOVED* *sudahla sri......

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Apa dia yg 17 to 20 tu?Ahha...this is the period of me becoming a blogger. Since I was 17...n now I am 20...I'm scrolling down through all posts from the newest to the oldest. Apa yg sy tengok?Haha..different modes of writing throughout these three years...comparing the latest post and the oldest post, wow! mcm ditulis oleh 2 org yg berbeza. See, how far had I changed? gaya bahasa zmn dulu2

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I'm not really in the mood to write anything but i just wanna share a video, which has been for about 6 months, my favorite video. It is all because of the overwhelming soothing background music. I had actually tried to search for the music online but I haven't manage to do so. All I know is just the fact that it's a sufi music. I don't know the title. So, let's watch (listen actually) nice

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I am seriously longing for a moderate and content laughter. Today and just a 'little' years ago is somehow decades-distant. I really miss enjoying the torture designed for me to get what I want. I miss the moment when the hardness could still make me smile...that sense of gratitude 'was' really a super-duper great friend. I miss the moment when I realized what true friends are. But I guess the

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Manusia tetap manusia..xde tindakan manusia yang betul2 sempurna...xde kepercayaan manusia yg 100% total! dan xde manusia yg patut dipercayai 100%!Dengan angkuhnya hari ni saya mengajar diri untukJANGAN PERCAYA PADA SESIAPA PUN UNTUK MEMAHAMI SITUASI KITA.kita pun belum tentu boleh faham situasi org lain kan...kalau xde keperluan, sri sazila...xpayah la cerita pd sape2 ttg ape2 pun...jgnlah

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I'm not feeling wellDada sebakjantung berdegup lajukepala beratmata pedihsebak...sgt sebak!mari terima kenyataan..:-)

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Scary~but this is what I found in my googling session to know about the hidden meaning behind the song, especially the verses towards the ending of the songWHISPER by Evanescence.This is the full lyrics.Catch me as I fallSay you're here and it's all over nowSpeaking to the atmosphereNo one's here and I fall into myselfThis truth drives meInto madnessI know I can stop the painIf I will it all

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Dia yg sgt sy kagumi dan cemburui selama ni...for almost everything...semangatnya......ilmunya......sikapnya......kematangannya......pemikirannya......pengalamannya......keberaniannya......kebolehannya......dan hari ni sy terkedu dan hampir menangis bila menyedari yg dia juga pernah dibebani rasa yg terlalu berat, yg sgt sama dgn apa yg sy rasa pada dia.Kadang2 pernah sy bertanya pd diri sendiri.

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Hari ni dah 5 ogos...hari yg sy tunggu sejak 2,3 hr kebelakangan ni...tp tbe2 excitement tu dah xde gara2 'gangguan' yg bertalu-talu malam tadi. Sedih pulak bila terpaksa anggap semua tu gangguan, tp maaflah kpd yg berkenaan...sy xmampu...sy xde mood..10 stgh malam ni, ada something remarkable yg akan berlaku tapi bukan di depan mata saya. Takpela, sy doakn dari jauh, moga semuanya selamat dan

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Entry kali ni macam tak jelas hala tujunya...maaflah kpd sesiapa yg pening membaca...:-)*1st part*Tak suka bila jadi mcm ni...sibuk2 pulak hati ni nak terasa sana sini...mengade btul.Now, sy menulis di foyer fst and i'm here all alone..sbb hr ni xde mood nak berkawan.Malas mau layan hati yg ngade2 ni..asyik nak terasa je kejenya.Takpela...dia xsedar kot apa yang dia buat...xkanla dia sje2 je nak

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the ONE i heard mostly when i'm in troublethe ONE i heard when i refuse to listenthe ONE i heard when i try to listen to others.the ONE that tells me why i become so exhausted these daysthe ONE that tells me what to tellthe ONE who speaks like I'd never listened to any, before...the ONE that makes me rise when i'm at the bottomthe ONE who makes me fall for the only reason i would never regret.the

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She came across this,"orang luar" not knowing who is that..and I was somehow speechless to knowthat she was very well aware of it...ohhh...haha..that "orang luar" is no longer willing to be ur subject, Mdm....but I couldn't say a word...to deny, to agree, to confess anything....because I'm certainly not sure what is happening...~puzzled~

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I don't like this feeling. Obviously I don't manage to get rid of this hopeful countdown. Erm,, I'm just waiting for a day and a date which will surely be a special event every year. But for this year, it will be even more thrilling, special!Well, I thought this was over when someone called me just few days ago. The caller didn't say anything for the first few minutes. We hung up on phone for

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I closed my eyes last night in darkness...and today I wake upwitnessing the beautiful early stripes of light from the sunon this sunny SundayFor a moment I'm glad as I do feel like thanking HIM for this another one day for mehmm...pretty blessed..still thinking about the Prime Merlinean??well, it's so unexpected to watch some humor scenes in The Sorcerer's Apprentice...but I did enjoyed it.And

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I guess she would never understand the aching rhythm of the empty hole...Hurm...it was a blissful night with tranquil breeze of fragrant fresh air and the sky were so bright with moonlight and the dazzling stars. She sat there in front of the source of one's thought which was verbally delivered.She was totally there for the first few moments, listening and focusing as the beauty of the knowledge

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"Our world has been invaded by an unseen enemy. Humans become hosts for these invaders, their minds taken over while their bodies remain intact and continue their lives apparently unchanged. Most of humanity has succumbed. When Melanie, one of the few remaining "wild" humans, is captured, she is certain it is her end. Wanderer, the invading "soul" who has been given

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Tau tak how much pleasure I gain by reading???hahha...sungguh skema bunyiknye...but reading does help a lot in some not-so-good conditions.Oh, it's either one...in my casereading as an escapism from emptiness or emptiness gives me space to read.Lately I am somehow so intense with fictions...mcm budak2 yg baru nak kenal novel...glancing years back when I was in my lower-secondary, reading 'was' my

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Ok2...this is my 1st post about tag-mengetag ni coz b4 thiS blog ini amat2lah tertutup...1st of all...sory sgt2 kt shida coz lmbt sgt respond...da lme sgt xon9..Ok, this is the topic,CERITA 7 BENDA PASAL DIRI AWAKBismillahirrahmaanirrahimm....let's begin!1) Sri Sazila-anak bongsu dr 7 adik-bradik, so xleh nak lari la kalo org ckp sy manja but at the same time...sri sazila ni garang gak org nye...

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GO....but leave something for me to live with..leave something for me to know that I'm still alive...leave something for me to believe that I'm noT at the bottom...leave something for me to trust myself...leave something for me to live happily again...leave something for me to feel it again in future...leave them for me...and you may GO..don't make me fall again..

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dah lme rsenye xjumpa novel yg bleh buat sy ralit dan trus lupa pada isu2 peribadi yg tidak menyenangkan...alhamdulillah..novel yg sy main sambar je kt mph sbb smntara tgu farah smpai ke mid valley jumaat lepas rupa2nya sgt mengujakan!i'm going to finish it tonight!*Allah..bantu hambaMu ini utk memandang semua yang berlaku sebagai sebab dan akibat...bantu aku mencari hikmahMu...bantu aku untuk

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2003: dreams, azan..2004: illness, competition, Dewan Perdana Felda2005: the friendship! emails, poems...inspiration2006: -journals, the comeback, the groups -white, dehydration, of kicks and punches -all in white! of GOLD and GLORY!!! the rings, sujud, the ice, medals, poses...smiles..:-)March 2007: white and green, long hair, coconut tree, school, award, hall, stageAugust

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Get out of my way please...kalo cite bnde btul pun bkn nk dnga..x habis2 nak kuar ayat2 spekulasi tu...So, kalo xnak tau cite sbnar, i don't need ur help to spread any news okeh?Hello, I still have my pride...xyah nak serang buat cite xbtul dpn org...MALU TAU TAK??!!!You thought something had happened when it was actually nothing and I was so confused with your thoughts...so I told myself, maybe

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People somehow know about the sadnessThey sometimes see me cryingThey thought I'm weak..Maybe I am...But the weakness guides me to reach a strong will of living my life.I'll live it my way...I'll take it as a lesson...I know I've tried my best to make it special and beneficial...I've tried my best not to make it something just for fun...And I've reached the point where there was nothing else I

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I don't wanna be a super-duper perfect girl.Let me take riskslet me do the mistakesDon't come to me and be so sarcastic..IRRITATING+ANNOYINGLet me learn from my own actionsDon't ask me to leave it drasticallyBut understand me for doing itRemember that you'd been once in my situationYOU DID JUST THE SAME THINGSo don't look down!Don't make me feel so TERRIBLEDon't UNDERESTIMATE! Pleasee...don't!

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Is Sri Sazila ok tonight?Sudah3...let it go Sri..it's a very long time for me to figure out what i really want about this..let's be a good friend to each other..I know very well that I'm too timid to go further into this matter. Sometimes I want it so much but I really2 don't have the gut. I cried a little bit while explaining just now..I realized how much pain was there when I tried to go

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Well, urm...is it final exam sickness?No, I'm not going to write about anything related to final exam but this is more into life lessons.Somehow I realize that I'm gonna be a 20 y.o...erm..lady ke, girl ke...but not yet woman kan?mcm xbest je dnga coz da ad 'puluh' tu kn...Glancing back to all the difficulties and experiences i've been through all this while, I started to have a thought of

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so many things to say but i just have no words to make up a sentence.it's just....Allah...i need u...sy dikelilingi shbt2 yg baik...semua yg disayangi masih bersama saya tp sgt2 terasa kekurangan...mahu menangis tp knp???.....sgt takut bila penyakit ini dtg lg....Allah...bnyk yg perlu sy buat dlm hidup ni...tp rse xmampu sgt...

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Everytime you feel like you cannot go onYou feel so lostThat you're so aloneAll you see is nightAnd darkness all aroundYou feel so hopelessYou can't see which way to goDon't despair and never lose hopeCause Allah is always by your sideIn sha Allah...In sha Allah...In sha Allah...You'll find your wayEverytime you can make one more mistakeYou feel you can't repentAnd that its way too lateYou're so

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Afraid of lose control...I'm on the extreme peak of furiousness.Ketakutan2 ini:lose in self confidence, jealousy, putus asa, malas...Self confidence...I thought of it...as the biggest obstacle in my life since I was in my upper secondary school. A real bad situation when it feels like we are at the bottom among others. It seems that we never realize about our strengths, abilities...and when it

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It's a new semester...and kind of exciting for the 1st few days, I guess...There are few questions...keep pondering me...Together with this brand new episode,-do I really have a new enthusiasm?-am I ready enough to face all the new challenges in campus life?-do I have a better resolution to get better grades for all subjects?....and few more....Sometimes, when I keep thinking about these...I may

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"SECRETS... make a WOMAN woman...secrets... make me... a wOmaN...so let them just be part of... my SeCRets... ok?"usim.....oh usim....i need your fresh air....need the colours of your atmosphere...drive me out of all this stuffs!...Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu....

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