The colours are bright.
Though some of the dark sides are still visible.
But somehow the darker shades made the lighter ones become more noticable.
I declared at the early stage about the limitation...and it turns out well in every occasion. It works the way it is supposed to.
In the middle of a challenging situation, you are suddenly enlightened by the way they portrays the recognition towards you being your pure self.
Dan saya sangat bahagia dgn segelintir dlm komuniti kecil ini, yg benar2 bersifat melindungi.
Though you have to say no to a lot of things they're offering, it was really an honour when they ended up saying. "I like you. I still like you"
Cinta pandang pertama tu wujud. I mean it in a bigger context. Kadang2 just by their way of saying hi and look up to you in the first meeting pun, you know u gonna like them eventually.. even without having to see each other everyday...even without having a close relationship, it is possible to guess, who you gonna be comfortable and confident with, dan siapa yg mampu utk buat kita lebih menghargai diri sendiri, bila dia ada bersama kita.
And a turn-off factor was being told. Then I am like constantly 'pancing' from everyone on how true is that, though I know it's not something with any scales. It's just a firm yes or no. I wish I tersalah dengar or something but...
Haha. Terimalah hakikat.
Things are not perfect here. But I feel much better. Alhamdulillah 😊