Thursday, 15 December 2016

Ketereh

I wonder if we have come to the stage which is stable enough for me to hold on to.

Kita bahagia menjadi saksi perubahan demi perubahan. Tipulah kalau tak ada sekelumit pun rasa untuk terus menjadi asbab dan seterusnya menikmati kebaikan2 yg terhasil.

But then still, rasa macam bukan kita yg layak. Masih trauma.
Masih rasa tergugat.
Masih rasa ragu2 untuk berpaut. erat.

To wholeheartedly declare that we  still got the chances and all the hopes in the world somehow scares me of the possible despair.

Ini bukan yg pertama. Tapi inilah yg paling hampir dan paling banyak membawa kita mengenang enam tahun yg lepas.

"Please, janganlah give up"

I'm not giving up. But in some matter, I just don't think competition is necessary.

Because in the midst of becoming better for the dream future, we are still unaware of what plans does He has for us.