Monday, 20 September 2010

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Duduk2 bersama laptop di foyer FST, berhadapan dgn construction site pusat tamhidi usim...nilah kegiatan favourite setiap kali ad gap between classes di kampus ni...makin hari, projek yg dulunya hanya rangka makin kurang 'tulang2' kelulinya yg kelihatan. Makin tinggi...dan 'kegilaan' saya untuk menatap kerja2 pembinaan ni mmg dr dulu xdapek nak nolong...rse macam nak panjat sme kt atas tu. (kempunan).
Tapi ada yg makin lama makin rendah...
Produktiviti diri yg makin lama makin parah. Self-control yg longgar sana-sini. Dinding 'malu' yg makin hari makin nipis...dan hala tuju yang makin kabur...

Bukan ke sy pun ad cita2???
I'm doubting my ability to be one of the 'falihin'.

Cakap2 semalam dgn seorang kawan, kami sampai pd 1 question
"kt mane silapnye?"

cuba utk tenang dgn soalan tu, lepas Isya' sy mula 'menyelak dan membaca'
berpusing2 ayat2 Almukminun dari Allah dlm kepala:

"Successful indeed are the believers.
Those who offer their Salât (prayers) with all solemnity and full submissiveness. And those who turn away from Al-Laghw (dirty, false, evil vain talk, falsehood, and all that Allâh has forbidden). And those who pay the Zakât. And those who guard their chastity (i.e. private parts, from illegal sexual acts). Except from their wives or (slaves) that their right hands possess, - for then, they are free from blame;"

InsyaAllah, I am one of the believers, but can't claim myself as one of the khasyi'un....and still so much unnecessary things done everyday especially those caused by syarhulkalam. Zakat, insyaAllah, alhamdulillah...and the last part...I won't go to that extent.

Conclusion:
Q:Do you possess all criteria listed above?
A: YES and NO

fikirlah sendiri Sri...awak dah besar....

2 comments:

Ibn Azmi said...

hmmm..bila siap kita serbu bngunan tuh

sri sazila said...

serbu pelan2...jgn smpai roboh...