Thursday, 1 October 2009

A HOPE

[post yg kurang terarah]

*killing a hope*
When I used thiS as my status message(ym), a friend of mine immediately asked
"are u ok?"
and that person made me smile again with two magic words
'KEEP SMILING'
I guess I still remember how to smile...hik3...
Glad to do that....
(tq my fren)

KILLING A HOPE??!
what hope, sri?

A hope that everything i own will remain as mine forever....
-impossible!

A hope that there will always someone to lend a shoulder for me to cry on...
-impossible?? erk...we'll see...

A hope that something that I want so much will be in my possession....soon...
-UNCERTAIN!

A hope to always be in positive mode of thinking....
-yeah, I should try....

A hope to do my best for all people that I love so much...
-I'm still trying...

I used to talk about these things...
dlm dunia ni xde pape pun yg kekal...

I'm trying my best to appreciate every single thing. The biggest hope that I'm having right now is to make all relationships as beneficial as possible. I want to be 'their' friend....in this world and hereafter...
'kalau pun bkn di dunia...semoga Dia izinkan kita semua untuk sama2 melangkah dan hidup bahagia dlm kenikmatan yg kekal di akhirat nt...'

'What a friend for?'
utk apa if xde satu pun kebaikan yg boleh diberi pada seorang kawan...

Rse2nye apa lagi yang memungkinkan saya untuk sentiasa bertanya tentang ibadat, hidup, dan iman mereka..... kalau bukan kerana sayang??
I don't want any of us to be in risky situations. I love all of you!
And help me as well....I'm not that strong......

Dear Allah....You are the best to know how much I love them....Please, give us Your guidance. Bless us with Your perfect love....

[don't know what I'm talking about..]

9 comments:

Jackal de Howling Wolf said...

seems my lovely little ustazah in trouble..
kwn kdg kala x fhm how we appreciate & love them..
hingga acapkali kita terfikir benarkah pendekatan or method that we use..
jgn gusar mengenainya.
ketahuilah bahawa hidayah itu milik Allah..
well i don know what fren of yours..girlfren or mayb boyfren??huhu..if boyfren, show him 2 me..then i'll prepare his resume to Datin..ok??

sri sazila said...

haha...bese r prob2 cmni....
jz, kdg2 tu rse pts asa gak...
wtpe nak care sgt psl org yg x appreciate ap yg kte wat utk dy...(xbaik btul)
adoiii....komen awal2 tu best...
yg akhr2 tu....hmmm...sabo jela...

sri sazila said...
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sri sazila said...

if it's a 'he' then i'll jz ask him to prepare his own resume by himself la...haha....
bnyk cntik muke dy nk sruh org len prepare resume???

amal_gombak said...

slagi kekuatan tu msh bersisa, jgn pnh berhenti utk beri yg terbaik...
biarlah kalau kita x dihargai...sekurang2nya kita ad Allah yg menghitung setiap niat baik kita...
jgn putus asa...
ad yg memerlukan kwn spt awak...
Sri Sazila Ahmad Zaini,
nice reading ur blog....

sri sazila said...

>to amal_gombak
thnx...
awk sape eh?

amal_gombak said...

ntah...

Jackal de Howling Wolf said...

im juz wanna help for his proposal approved by datin..nowadays fenomena..cable mau kuat ma..baru bleh approach..hehehehehe..jgn mare...

Jackal de Howling Wolf said...

"wtpe nak care sgt psl org yg x appreciate ap yg kte wat utk dy.."
don use this term if u really luv ur friends..if not its ok..
if my little ustazah trus istiqamah yakin & percayalh 1 hari nnt ur friend akan terfikir "kalaulah die x buat mcm tu, tak taulh aku dh jd ape..".petikan dari kisah benar hikayat hidup Jackal de Howling Wolf..