I never want to remind myself about how bad I was during my past. And I don't really hope to think about what will happen next. I’m living in this great moment, the only one that I have to do everything, express every single feeling…and improve everything.
I’m certainly happy with my life now. I don’t know whether I would feel the same thing as I wake up tomorrow. Just, never want to miss a single mysterious moment of this intriguing journey.
What I’m having right now is just a first step towards a blissful end of ‘a story’. Sometimes they ask,
“Sri tak takut kecewa?”
I don’t know….
What I’m doing right now is just celebrating ‘a life’
I’m not that overwhelmed with all these experiences. Just…accept them and try to be smart in dealing with them. Be moderate in everything. I always need to remind myself that anything can happen in future. Everything may change. I know that there is always something that He wants to let me know. So, hmm…. I have been smiling throughout these beautiful days….
Trying…not to put too much hope, not to immortalize anything….
Yet, I still need to work hard for the sake of tomorrow. This great moment is the only one that I have to put my greatest effort in study. Jz can't help it when I start worrrying about final exam. It's too much to do for Modern Physics and Insrumentation(especially).
This great moment is the only one that I have to do my best in worship. What if tomorrow never comes...
Dear Allah....I need ur kind blessing in whatever that I'm doing...Dear Allah... I need You to always be with me every single moment. Dear Allah... I need Your guidance in dealing with all happiness and sadness. Dear Allah.... I need You......
A future is still a future.
Nobody can see the colours of tomorrow…..